whats going on?
so many thoughts running thru my mind of late.
chow cinth n i each have plenty of things to think about recently.
chow has Ca and Fb to think abt.
cinth has Bb and Db.
i have Ad and Kc (mainly) and Jb and Sb (on the side).
i think we're all going to become ms emo's soon.
all the letters are either awkward.. caught in limbo or just sad.
cinth dear im glad u feel better.. u and Bb are doin fine..
chow heads up man.. ull nv knw when the ball will fly in ur part of the field.
tong tong ... dont worry too much. u n her will be fine =)
me.. cont ignoring Ad and focus more on Kc, Jb and Sb.

LETS JUST FOCUS ON OUR STUDIES SHALL WE?!?!
STUDY SESSIONS BABES!! WE CAN DO IT! =)

i hate how you make me think.
i hate how you make me confused.
i hate how you act so weird.
i hate how we went wrong.
i just want us to be normal good friends.
so what the fuck are you trying to pull.
stop using her to get to me its not working.
stop using others to get to me im not stupid.
you know whats the worst of it?
i hate myself..
cz i cant bring myself to hate you.
:/

yayyyyyyy!!! there's the new watch i bought above! its reallllllly pretty and i love ittttttt! (: ping n i nearly DIED tryin to decide btw the red and the turquoise! lol. inta end i took the red and she took the turquoise!! BRILLIANT! (: both of us were really really happpppppy! and we cldnt stop looking inta mirror or at each other's watch to admire our extravagently wonderful most recent purchase! (: (ping we dont spend alot when we're tgt.. really we dont!! haha) anw.. in addition to the new watch i got... (which is actually different as compared to the older version that jacinth has.. this one is adidas candy dntknw what.. ahha) i got new specs tooooooo! really exciting! browsed ard EYE PLAY at heeren for the longest time w ping n finally decided onta red n orange frame (: REALLY EXCITING! ill be wearing my specs really often for sure! (: not exactly wat i had in mind initially ( i wanted sth likee aya and jasmine's specs.. which has intricate designs n were 3 toned i tink..) but nvm!! im really satisfied wita one i bought. its outstanding but not overbearingly so.. simple.. relatively pricey but acceptable.. definitely funky and the orange n red combi is so cheery that it brightens up my whole day! (: YAYYYY! been spending alot alot alot recently.. the watch.. the specs.. shoes.. tons n tons of food.. just the above few along chalks up to abt $500 alr la. hahaha.. all those who OWE MONEY PAY MONEYYYYYYYYY!!! no la. jk. alright gta do my dnd finance log sheet now.. did the tutorial balloting just now n i got a splitting headache! hopefully this next chore wont traumatize me as well. taaaaaaa

sheares hall supper anyone? (:

OMGGGGGGG YUYINGGGGGG I REALLLLLLYYYYYYYY REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYYYYYY REALLLLLLLLLLYYYYY MISS U SO MUCH! its been soooooo long since you've gone to switz and the sinking feeling is finally hitting me.. hai. that day when u left the airport i was sad but numb.. now im completely devastated! i miss all the days we used to spend at my hse. ure hse.. in town.. badm.. anywhere.. everywhere! omg.. its really upsetting.. you're one of e few best frens i really really really treasure and have.. and completely and absolutely trust. our friendship was nv superficial and you are really a fren that i believe can be one of my life long frens and i really miss u alot :( oh man. i feel as tho i have a sinking feeling all the way down to my feet. its almost the same sensation i felt when my sis and jean left. utter devastation and extreme sadness. damn it. anw im sorry i have not been replying ur email but the stupid hotmail is down.. and i tink u shd just email my gmail acct.. which is jiamyammy@gmail.com. i will definitely call u soon! emailing is efficient but its definitely not the same. my only hope is that hall life will keep me as busy as i currently am so that i wont spend so much time missing all my gd n best frens overseas n feeling oh so miserable.. (not saying that i wna forget u guys!). hai. i miss u 3.. and u guys know who u are! my 3 best friends inta world. hmm anw.. i cant seem to make up my mind abt the stupid tutorial ranking.. all of the slots seem so impt la! and coordinating with pple all over is just plain giving me a headache. i've been so wrapped up in hall life once again tt i seem to forget the pple outside hall that are so impt to me. im so sorry u guys.. i will meet up with u all soon! (: i really wonder if i shd drop nm2208 visiual comm. but its too late and i shall stick it out.. it really better not be my downfall this sem cz i need to pull up my cap score desperately!. somehow i feel much more mature n insightful this sem even tho i may not act like it. but im def toning down and thinking more astutely now. some things u dont think. you know it. rumours rumours rumours.. so many of em flying ard ata moment. which of em is actually true? the whole thing is just so retarded. aft what chow just told me.. everything seems like a facade. sometimes ur eyes play tricks on you or the waters run so deep you dont even realise you're sinking. oh well. im still oh so glad i got all my fav pple ard me in b3 and a few other favs in th altho ure far away.. (yes ping .. you're inc of course.. one of my best frens la! (: ) made many many many new frens of late.. n the numbers just keep rising. no im not tryin to imply that im popular or sth.. its a most natural ting tht u make tons of new frens during or aft orientation.. but how many of these frens actually become ur gd frens or how many do you really keep in contact with aft awhile? we'll see. so far this sem is looking fine.. well.. cinth n chow.. we've been thru shit before.. if this sem doesnt look up.. we can do it again! we've got each other to tide thru whatever may come and thats all that matters (:

i miss my sis.
i miss my best friends overseas.
i miss char cheri ser.
i miss my sn babes.
i miss kangs n yunx.
i miss my arts n union camp og.
i miss you.
:(

OMG.. thoc is finally nearing to an end. i thought this day wld nv arrive! ahhaa.. i mean the whole orientation was fun! thks to my wonderful rasmus councillors n freshies.. but i really really miss home... miss the rest of the world.. miss my bed.. the aircon.. miss having free time.. miss being able to sleep as long as i want and be as free as i want to be. aaaaaahhhhhhhhhh. well aft rag hopefully i wont be too caught up in all the sch work n DND tht i miss out on all the above again. brief moments of unhappiness .. of elation.. of anger all coming to an end. much to say abt this yrs thoc but too lazy. overall i thought our og was great. initially i thought our grp wld be qt sian.. cz only me ty and yaozhi wld be enthu.. but somehow it turned out great! we may not be the loudest og.. but we sure bonded in more ways than one =) we all had our disagreements fr time to time.. sure .. most of our conversations were all crap.. but it is crap tt brings pple tgt inta first place. =) im glad i made a number of new frens.. got qt close to a handful in fact (: one thing i dont qt get tho.. is why my reputation is alws.. piggish and bimbotikyy... OH MY LA. anw im damn damn damn prouda my room B304! its super cosy! tons of pple praised it alr.. ahaha.. got a lovely fridge... sponge mats.. high quality fan.. air purifier.. quilted bed..curtains.. a never ending storage of food.. simply heaven. cant blif rag day is drawing near.. which means school is starting too.. ugh. i hate bidding! simply gets on my nerves.. i can nv decide wat modules to take outside the core and i am always damn suey. oh well... i love my B3 short wing! got all my fav pple living ard me.. its gna be a lovely sem ahead.. i can feel it! i mean .. im even INSECT FREE! yes.. u heard it right.. i have not tio a single insect in my room so far.. HOW ABOUT THAT FOR A GREAT START!! (: wont rarah be surprised. wonder wat the next few days wld bring.. I MISS YOU! :/

hmm.. time really really flies! yy's leaving tmr. and im gonna be so damn upset. i cried like shit when my best fren n sis left.. i tink hers will be no exception :( dreading tmr. i better go write her a nice long letter and wrap up her gift! hai. still cant blif all my bestest frens are leaving me for the world of the overseas.. :/ oh well.. at least ill be caught up with pre-camps, camps and tons of DND work to be that greatly affected. if that is at all a consolation. i cant blif the th camp will last 3 whole wks! OMG. tts madness! ey better let me off onta wkends if not ill just DIE! went to damn alota trouble tryin to find retro stuff for the councillors dance item.. omg.. all the trouble for a few min of performing time. WTH! haha.. oh well. i tink im on camp high! first it was arts pre camp.. arts camp.. union pre camp.. union camp.. now th pre camp.. den th camp! OMG! i have no idea wats up with myself man. i still cant blif i gave up a free movie pass to pirates for a cheesepie outg! i mean! omg! i clda just met up with em aft dinner. hai. but okay la.. dinner was fun so i guess it made it worth it? -.- i miss rumbo.. havent seen em all in ages!! but nvm our outg is coming soon with my nubi's bdae chalet! cant wait! great food great company!! its going to be fab (: i think its funny how aft one violent confrontation with someone.. everything can be so peaceful the very next day.. suddenly everything is cleared up even if everything ended on an awfully sour note. =) well.. everything happens for the best i guess? i've come to realise sth of late.. my guy preference is starting to sway fr those tt are inwardly BASTARD/JERKS to those tt are outwardly/inwardly GUAI. how odd is that. totally opposites i must say! maybe cz i've learned my lessons aft associating myself with all the bastards and jerks i was most unfortunate to come across. oh well. the holidays passed so fast (i actually dont tink i can consider it a holiday since i din go on one and since i was slogging most of it away) school is starting soon! i dont know why im suddenly damn excited to move back to hall back to my same old lousy room (: its so stupid really. last yr just a wk before i had to vacate my room for the hols i was thinking to myself.. i pity the person who is going to live in my room next sem or during the hols.. cz the fan was spoilt (it squeaked like an army of bats!! ask anyone fr blk B or even blk C.. ey all heard n complained.. it was freakily amusing) .. i got some funny hornets nest on the window which i din dare to clear.. my room was full of dirt and in a horrible state.. one of window pane sections was spoilt (i dntknw why it just cant close properly).. well what do u knw.. im going to live in that same room for the coming yr! haha.. how 'suey' la.. hopefully itll be a blessing in disguise! so when i got back to my room a few days ago to clean up. i had to report a spoilt fan.. spoilt windows.. spoilt blinds.. dying transponder.. den later a missing chair. WTF! well.. at least i had a new fan so i din have to clean it (: i tink tts e only gd ting tt happened tt day :/ anw im damn excited to stay cz my room is so clean neat and tidy ata moment.. i got my dearies surrounding me.. i got a powerful table fan (very vital cz it gets friggin hot all the bloody time) .. im gna mosquito net my windows so ill avoid the insect season of sem 1 (last yr i tio 8 beetles in 2hrs .. now that was really bad).. im prob getg a fridge (self explanatory :D ).. i bought spongey floor mat tingys!! love em! my bed is much softer now (thks to my 'comforter' which is actually my quilt tt i stuffed under the bed sheet..! n of cz my usual ton of yummylicious food that nv fails to take up at least half the cupboard space! (: haha things are definitely looking up! hur hur. altho i can predict everyone coming to my room to borrow, use n eat away all my stuff as usual.. haha. i dntknw why but my room was alws a room for mass gatherings.. which may not be a gd ting. hahaa.. hmm.. chow n i are suppose to get kittens! haha.. but i highly doubt we will.. esp since mich will totally kill us. haha.. oh well. i think there are seasons for family KNITtings.. one period ure close to ya family members.. the next min ure not.. now is one of e periods tt im not. which is qt sad really.. cz tings obviously wont get better since im gna spend the next 3 wks in hall of the thoc and aft tt itll be hall hall hall stay for the sem. :( i miss home already even tho im sitting right next to my parents typing away. hai. hmm.. wonder what the next few wks will bring..

SHIPPING : MISS U LARH! GLAD WE SUDD RE-BONDED THE PAST FEW WKS! we must uphold our hall outgs. before going home lunch outgs and all k? (: feel free to drop by anytime.. B304.. still the same ol place =) loved our shopping outg! cant wait for more! -grins-

CHERI CHAR HS : totally enjoyed our stay over night! too bad it cldnt last longer.. even tho our outgs are few and far in btw but its quality not quantity tt really matters (:

YY : omg.. wat can i say :( i will really really really miss you. one of my truest bluest frens ill ever have.

chow n jacinth : IKEA IKEAAAA!!! MEATBALLS CHICKEN WINGS GALOREEEEEE!!! (:

RUMBO : i really really really miss u guys!! cant wait for wed!

CHEESEPIE : LETS GO KTV!!! (:

YUNX : still v happy for u. update me k! (:

* this whole entry is going to be rather graphic and rather gross. i would advise those with weak hearts not to read it :/

oh my god. this morning was definitely the worst morning of my life. i really thought i was going to die. after watching the soccer finals n packing my bag for union camp DAY 0 the next morn, i set off to slp at 6am. however for the next two hrs i spent the time retching and diarrhoeaing inta toilet. it was the most disgusting and pathetic sight ever. when my stomach pains first occured i thought it was mere hunger pangs, and i stupidly went to drink a cup of milk ( i say stupid cz later on jensen told me that one shd nv ever ever ever drink milk when one is having diarrhoea.. well how the bloody hell was i suppose to knw!! ) well.. the milk didnt stay in my tummy long.. i puked it out less than 10 min later :/ went to the toilet.. sat on the seat.. just in case i was having a tummy ache. no sooner.. my whole body was covered with cold sweat and i started shivering and feeling breathless. my energy was completey drained out as the stomach pains got worse and worse.. i was pretty sure i was going to black out anytime soon. as i thought i was going to die and things couldnt possibly get any worse, i felt that i was about to vomit. i looked around for a pail nearby that i could grasp for but of cz.. i saw none. i decided not to risk leaving the toilet seat and instead happily vomitted all over my left foot and the toilet floor 4 times consecutively! it was the sickest thing ever. i had the worst diarrhoea ever!! and seriously no matter how sick this might sound.. i cldnt blif how much i managed to puke and shit out. (i actually lost 1.5kg after tt) it was amazing. meanwhile my stomach pains were sooooo bad i knew i had to hurry rid myself of whatever poisoned food there was in my tummy before i die. despite me nearly blacking out countless times, i forced myself to hang on and prayed to god many many many times to let this pass (its been a really really really long time since i last prayed) After god knows how long, after the pain was more bearable, i used up all my remaining energy to flush, wash my hands (i had no energy left to clean my foot that was covered in vomit) open the toilet door and collasped on the floor outside crying out for my mom and basically just screaming for help. It took pretty long to get them to help considering i couldnt scream very loudly and they were really tired and were happily sleeping. After i heard some sort of response and my mom's footsteps drawing near i blacked out (one funny thing was tht while i was down on the floor my dog was standing over me sniffing me and just walking to and fro around my head).After awhile i came to and heard my moms panicked voice..' OH MY GOD. DID U FALL DOWN AND HURT YOURSELF?!?!' i just squirmed and cried on the floor and pointed to my tummy. (i guess she saw the vomit in the toilet and figured out what was happening). soon my dad mom and maid were lifting me off to my room to lay me on the bed (what was really disgusting was my left foot was still covered in vomit and i refused to let it touch the ground or my bed). After alot more crying as a result of the ever so painful but thankfully subsiding stomach pains i finally fell asleep out of exhaustion about an hour later. although i was inta grossest state ever (imagine vomit-covered-foot, clammy and cold-sweated body, actually i think having just vomit is gross enough) i felt so relieved and so grateful that i was no longer completey drained of energy, no longer having difficulty breathing, no longer experiencing constant and acute stomach pains, no longer retching, no longer crying, no longer blacking out but in fact experiencing and indulging in the simplicity and tranquility of that moment in time where i felt nothing but peace and quiet. i was in limbo.. and i was caught btw a moment in time. where i was at that moment n wat i felt could not be anything or feel any less than a little piece of heaven. even tho i prob only managed to sleep at 8+ am.. with only less than 3 hrs of slp i actually got out of bed and went for union camp day 0! i cldnt blif it.. mich cldnt blif it.. well i guess noone will blif it. i dont know why i did it.. but i guess after feeling so completely helpless, powerless and weak at the hands of my stupid yet ever severe food poisoning i wanted to prove to myself that it would not stop me from carrying on my day and that i would be a responsible councillor and make it down there to help my og and make the camp a success! -.- i also did not want any fingers to be pointing at me (long story). unfortunately for the rest of the day i had food phobia (which is totally unlike me btw.. ask anyone!!) and didnt eat till the later part of the day when i cldnt tahan alr. hai. simply the worst morning of my life. hopefully after this horrid incident things would look up and ill have many many good times to come? :( alright union camp day 1 starts tmr. i better go slp and rest my frail tired n broken body! lol.

kc : i really really really really miss you and my sis ALOT! what would i do wout the two of you i really cannot imagine :/

wowwwwww! okay yes i knw its been a damn damn damn long time since ive updated my blog. lol. to all those who've been complaining im so sorrrrrrrry!! but ive seriously been busygirl86 man. had DND.. DND ... n more DND meetings.. arts pre camp.. RAMICA chalet for councillors.. arts camp.. union pre camp.. and now union camp to come in just 1 day! (: IM DAMN EXCITED BUT SUPER SUPER DREADING IT AS WELL.. cz i knw its gna be fucking tiring. aye. haha. but anw im really really looking forward to it cz my dearest kangs will be there! i havent seen her in such a long time n e last camp we went tgt was like sec sch badm trg camp la! =) too bad yy cldnt mk it. if not it wld be just perfect :/ hai. i still cant blif you're leaving for switz. all my best friends are overseas or going overseas... WTH! :( ill really really really really miss u ALOTTTTTTTT! hai. recently besides DND and preps for union.. been having RUMBO OUTINGS! my gosh! absolutely loved every single one of em! haha. we've had 3 so far inta wk aft arts camp which is a pretty gd record! (of cz incomparable to the ingo daily outgs we had last yr lol) First outg was KBOX at cine on a bloody sunday! ahha. omg.. forked out like almost $24 just for 5 hrs of singing! -faints- oh well. it was really really fun! will nv forget the CHINESE KUNG FU SONGS.. AND ALL THE OLDIES.. CALCUTTAS.. WHEN A MAN LOVES A WOMAN (my nubi's absolute fav for which we all threw peanuts at him LOL) den swensons supper aft.. and the 2nd RUMBO OUTING the next day with ritchell wilson n alex at my hse den supper at long hse n prata (: gd times man.. altho ritchell n i were quite disgusted with the gayism shown by wilson n alex. lol. for instance.. wilson who constantly layed his head on alex's shoulder and thighs at every opportunity! PENGS. we shda taken pics ritch..!! haha.. absolutely hilarious! just had our 3rd RUMBO outg ytd! (: this time it was dinner at fish n co den supposedly MAHJONG at alexius's super super duper duper colossal hse!! ahha. inta end we ended up talking cock and playing risk! HAHA. (i still cant blif we din play arcade or chinese drums and most importantly MAHJONG!) poor ritchell lugged her mahjong set ard for nth and i spent long hrs searching for the mahjong paper for nth :/ ahhaa. oh well risk was really fun! ahhaah the first game.. i was losing sooooooooo badly tt even if i sudd removed my troops fr the board.. im sure none of em wld notice. lol. YES IT WAS THAT BAD! ahha. the 2nd game i got much better tho (: but my silly nubi fell aslp halfway n we decided to stop the game. ahha. i mean it was alr 5.30 am. ahah! i think wat was funny was all the alliances.. me and beng.. me n ritch.. me n nu bi.. beng n ritch.. ritch n nu bi.. ahahah.. all FRIENDLYYYYYYY FRIENDLYYYYYYYY! (: our name game was qt funny too! altho we nv got to the action or vulgarities stage! lol. bengs LPPL.. my FUCKED.. chows CCB.. an nings YAO SIEW? or however u spell it ahhaha =) gd ol days during ramica chalet man. anw last night was really fun! and inexpensive... minus the fish n co of which I DIDNT ORDER ANYTHING BTW!! haha.. too broke n not tt hungry either.. very grateful to all my donators who donated n offered bits of food here n there for me tho =) yummyyyyyyy!! next wk gna be packed full with union camp! so the next rumbo outg wld hfta be after camp! unless u guys organize one yourselves without chow jacinth huishi ulric junlei n i :/ aahha! alright till then!! =)

*to all my dears whom i love soooo much and hfnt met in ages!! u knw wat to do (:
*NUBI'S bdae chalet 26-28 stayover n bbq!! RUMBO LETS GOOOOOOO!!!! SAY SAY SAY!

OMG OMG OMG. ive been sooooooooooo busy lately i've completely lost track of time. and no i have not been busy at any jobs fr the lobangs i receieved.. ive been busy doing DND work.. DND = Dinner and Dance comm.. for temasek hall alias is DO NOT DISTURB (which i THOUGHT OF ... DAMN PROUD LA!) .. the alias fits our theme HORROR(which jacinth PROUDLY thought of :D ). as well as our name DND! ahha yayyyy!! so glad we can finally use horror laaaaa. all of us were soooooooo excited over it.. unlike CARNIVAL. we alr brainstormed and more or less took it tt horror was gna be the theme even tho the RFs have yet to approve it. lol. i've nv been so hardworking for a non-sports comm before in my life. ahha ask chow jacinth and mich. eyll tell u. ahah. actually i also dntknw wat brought abt this sudden change in me. truthfully.. if last time in school there are any projects or little bits of homework that i like/love/enjoy or know i can do well.. i will put my whole heart into it. ahahaa. i guess maybe thats kinda the same for DND ba.. initially i was kinda forced to join cz of the points.. and i thought of it as sth i HAD to do and not WANT to do.. but now.. the comm members are alright(jacinth chow paul james justin tav shumin and me..8 pple only since jerry just quit.. but still despite our small no. i believe we can make it! anyone who wanna join is welcomed tho -grins- ) meetings have been gd except for the waiting for pple to come part.. and all the DND events look very very promising!! especially the games part along with our wonderful theme. so maybe cz i tink this can be a success thats why im working my butt off for this. i mean come on. i actually did additional homework (games proposal) voluntarily just because i was damn excited about the games!! -.- isnt that retarded. hahaa.. anw ARTS CAMP IS GOING TO BE THE BOMB! ahhaa.. my house RAMICA is great.. the pre camp was fun.. the CAMP WILL BE GREAT! plus! because of our enthusiasm!! our house councillors are going to hold a chalet from the 20-22 june at pasir ris too! woah! how fun will that be! im so glad i got jacinth baby with me (: after arts there's UNION CAMP! wowwwwwww! that will REALLY REALLY REALLY BE THE BOMB!! ahhaaaa.. the funnest retardedest best camp ive ever been to! things are sure looking up! esp if we really have our DND holiday at phuket!!! SUN SAND SEA GALOREEEEEEE! haha cant wait!!

ps : despite how busy i sound.. feel free to ask me out! esp those lost sheeps out there who are even busier than i am!! like ms SHIPPING!(no pun intended btw SHEEP, SHIPPING and SHIPING of course... YEAH RIGHT! LOL ) ahha. miss all my bimbs and lovelies.. u knw who u are (:

just came back fr prata with hao mei.. ate so bloodyyy much!! ahhaa.. one cheese one egg onion one honey paper and 2 teh pengs!!! -faints- haha haomei ate n drank lesser than me laa. ahhaha! he was even shocked tt i was extremely elated abt the whip cream on top of the honey paper.. ahha he said.. 'i thought girls usually abstain fr whip cream cz its fattening' (smwhre along those lines la) and i said.. 'but u knw me right..' AHHAHA. n yes of cz he does! just the day before.. he yy and i caught SHE'S THE MAN which is actually a really funny show..!! before tt while waiting for him i had a 6inch cold cut trio (which is really not alot in my opinion even tho he says it is).. den aft we bought tics we ate mos.. a full meal each.. den movie.. den aft movie i went to meet my darling B3 babes for dinner at crystal jade.. OMG! i was intending to sort of work it out (it = fats) tmr cz i was spse to meet ever-late-waker .. alws-arrive-late chow.. i nagged her the night b4 to slp earlier so she can wake up on time etc etc.. ah well.. she was spse to arrive at 12.. and she set her alarm at 12 (i knew she wld) den when i called her at 1.30.. my call just woked her up. i was sooooooooooooo disappointed. so we din haf our session aft all. cz she gta leave early to meet her darlingggggggggg. hai. inta end it turned out to be an absolutely perfect day to swim and tan!! the sun was sorching all da way till 6!! bloody hell. yes hao mei aka zhi hao (who happens to attract certain vouchers) can VOUCH for that since he happily went swimming w lil kids. ahha!! (hope ya noticed my lame attempt at being funny abt puns..) anw i dntknw why.. everyone ard me is gg on a diet.. cutting down on their food.. hardly eatg at all.. and the lil tt they eat are all wrong for em.. being so paranoid abt their weight how ey look and tinkg they're fat all da time.. wats with this diet phase?!!? am i alone in tis world for being happy with myself!? hmm.. yes i knw all of ya knw that i really appreciate food. ahha my hall mates my old frens and new can all vouch for that.. haha. i just cant bring myself to understand why you guys wanna hurt ya body.. why dont u go exercise instead?? trust me itll be more beneficial inta long run!! (: i can offer to do some sports wya guys! lol.. notice key word = SOME. haha. anw jacinth babyyyy!! lets make our hol plans more concrete! ahhaah we dont even have a destination or time frame or sth yet!! lol. oh yeah. hao mei n i had an interesting conv at dinner too. he said tt kc girls = bitchy.. ijtp = high class ah lians.. sjc = low class ah lians.. st nicks = the best .. spontaneous (i still dont undstd exactly why) .. fun.. dont ever put on airs (those tt he knw) n frenly. i was BEAMING WITH PRIDE DEEP DOWN. ahhaha!! do u all think wat he said is true? ahaha i think its extremely easy to distinguish IJ girls fr the rest.. but really really really hard to differentiate btw the schools.. ahha. anw for arts pre camp.. we gta meet ata central forum at 8 blooodyy am!! omg. im soooooooooooooooooo gna die for that... i think even aft haomei gives me my wake up call.. ill drop back to bed and snooze away. ahah! i mean my body clock is as usual and once again screwed upppppppp!! ive been slpg ard 6am laaaaaa.. dead. well well.. CHERI CHAR SER I MISS U ALOT ALOT ALOTTTTTT!! whens our next meet up?? and MISS HUANG SHIPPING! (hurhur) ahha when on earth rya freee to meet up!! TWIT. ahha. i shall resume my engrossment in my wonderful nora roberts triology now (: taaaaaaaaaa

omg omg omg!!!! im sooooooooooooooooo excited for our trip jacinth!!!! ahha (: anyone interested to join us holidayingg??? (: i feel so cooped up here in spore tt i just cannot wait to get awayyyyyyyyy! ahhahah. gna be really really busy next wk onwards.. with the starting of the camps (Arts n union) and DnD meetings (3 times a wk.. omg!) and maybe ill resume my work. ahahah or quit n work at my frens place (: so many lobangs but none seem suitable. ahha. wat to do wat to do.. at least jacinth you're tuitioning.. for me i cld.. but im too scared i ruin someone's life. ahha! pengs. well. i guess i cld teach eng and maths.. if anyone want these two subjs. lol. how dumb. yayyy!! movie tmr w haomei.. B3 dinner with my darlingssss den sat tanning with cinth and chowwww!! wat a wonderful wkend ahead!! (: hope arts pre camp is fun man... ahhaha if not cinth and i will curse ourselves thruout! ahhaa =) we gta learn how to be social butterflies those two days eh? no choice. lol. i really dntknw why jasmine tinks im so suited to be an arts camp councillor. ahha its damn funny laaaaaaa! dntknw wat kinda funny impression she has of me since she stayed in rarahs room. ahhaa.. the only ting i knw is tt she cannot stop laughing at me ever since she moved in.. i tk tht as a bad sign cz i really dont tink im tt comical. ahahaa!! jasmine_mouse u funny girl! miss u and our webcast sessions! lol. anw i haf no idea why but i feel tt life has taken a turn for the better.. its just this optimistic air tt im feeling now even tho nth tt fantastic has taken place.. ahha i better enjoy this happy moment while it lasts! ahah cz theres much ahead! :) i miss all my badminton trainings!! ahha.. i knw those badm buddies of mine wld be like.. WHATTTTTTTT!! JESS THE SLACKER ACTUALLY MISSES TRAININGS WHICH SHE USED TO COMPLAIN ABT! ahha but yesss i do!! it was more of the company larh.. i mean i love playing badm for fun.. esp doubles.. but yes i esp love e companyyy!! in st nicks. i absolutely loved playing doubles with the usual pple.. ping yy virn kang del mian =) in cj it was gen kat suzie =) miss those crazy ppleeee!! ahha.. oh my. its like.. for warm up we'll chase each other ard the 'warm up circle' ahhaa and instead of keeping the badm poles we'll pole dance.. ahha and talk in funny accents and do the most outrageous poses for our services.. it was absolutely funnnnnn!! those were the pple tt kept me gg on despite the really really really really touch trainings which totallyyyyyyy killed us n ripped our muscles apart!! well once a sports lover alws a sports loverrrr! ahha the only sport i like to watch but dont love to play is soccer. ahhaha. cant move the ball ard for nuts laaaaa!! (no pun intended) ahahha! anw one last final comment.. jacinth is the lamest girl i have ever met! ahha our fishball for eyeballs.. black cat.. conv tdy .. haha ill nv forget!! :) love ya despite ya lameness tho! ahaha. thks for accompanying me for pre-arts camp!! i really appreciate it (: dont worry. im sure sth gd will come outta our being there.. hahaa.

oh my. its been an eternity since ive blogged. ahhaha. okay updates updates. ahha wat have i been up to since the hols started.. ahha prata w yunx n kang my lovesssss!! and we had an extremely heated discussion abt christianity.. (rather odd cz tis topic keeps coming up since then) .. many food outgs and meet ups w char and ser and many many many conv's abt the lobangs we have. ahah. i esp loved our dinner at chomp chomp (: yummmmyyliiciousssss!! -grins-.. newton circus dinner with ct chow cc n del like FINALLY!!! haha.. DnD meetings :/ more to come.. hai. many town outgs with hao mei and kenny and yy! ahah damn funny. these 3 pple crack me up. esp hao mei and his natural ability to be oh so lame... a snbt reunion steamboat dinner which i nv thought wld happen ever. haha but im glad it did (: yy's stayover.. long phone calls n many ridiculous outgs. ahah... prata w jensen at casuarinaaa! yummyyyyy! ..tanning with chow n jacinth baby at my hse (jacinth do not blackmail us with the pictures n videos plsssss! haha) .. char n cheri's church event (this laser gun game ting was really v fun!! (: .. the worst ting tt i cld have ever done on a monday was to go for the sushi tei interview with haomei kenny n yy on mon 22 may. hai. ITS DAMN GROSS!! i nv knew waitressing cld ever be so exploitative and shitty. most of e pple there are msians and vietnamese.. and so im of a diff frequency w em. the only girl i can talk to is this girl fr ngee ann poly.. ahha she's ang moh too. so all e better (: actually i took up this waitressing job only for the experience.. i was tinkg i cld higher my interpersonal skills.. build up on my communication w others.. learn how to cope with stressful and ever changing environments.. learn how to deal with low pay and high demands.. expectations.. etc etc.. i mean it really was a gd experience.. i admit it. for those who hafnt taken up waitressing yet.. u shd.. at least for a day. ahah or a few days.. for me.. aft one day. i badly wanted to quit. i totally do not suit waitressing.. or maybe its just sushi tei. anw i figured one day experience was enuf. but cz i asked haomei kenny n yy along.. i cldnt possibly desert em so quickly (e worst part was tt i started a wk earlier than all of em.. all alone :/ ) well enuf of self pity. ahha the job sucks.. even kristy says the job sucks. but i shall see how tings go.. with yy hao mei n kenny ard next wk.. den ill c if i wanna quit (: meanwhile i gta nurse my ever so sprained ankle. ahah. i desperately wanna play sports laaaaaaaaaaa! whoever wna play pls jio me...!! and yes chow.. tanning is included as a sport in ur case (: lol. and yes michelle.. shopping is considered a sport in ur case. HAHAHA. anw im really really really happy tt i got my 14 books to accompany me this hol! ahha.. altho eyl prob only last me a wk. ahha (: incase u all din knw.. yes i am a nerdy nerdy nerdy bookworm. lol.. but only when it comes to nice nice interesting fascinating books.. not sch work. ahaha which once again explains my cap. but yeah im qt happy with it alr considering i screwed up my exams as usual. it was an essay and yet i totally screwed it up. well ive learned my lesson or at least a few.. next sem.. its gna be way diff (: mich chow and i are sooooooo gna be studious girls 86 or at least.. try to (: i knw i knw.. tts wat we alws say.. but i swear.. next sem is gna be diff. we are gg to aim cap 4 and we are definitely gna do better than this sem! each sem just gets better and better! i know what to do now (: hmm.. lately i have been pondering over alota tings.. why the guys in judith mcnaught and nora robert books never to be found.. why i havent talked to my sis and kc (my 2 bestest best frens inta whole world) in such a damn long time.. why kc and i stopped writing.. why eyr there and im here.. why yy is going over too.. why ive grown distant fr some frens and bonded with others (some of which totally unexpected) why kang yy char ser cheri n recently mich have alws been there.. and are ever so responsive and tk the initiative to org outgs and have remained such loyal and true blue frens (: i really really reaaaaalllyyy appreciate u guys tonssssss!! why i alws say i will do things but i nv get em done.. why pple have such expectations of me and why i of them. haha so many qns's in my headddddd!!! but yeah.. i decided to abandon all these impt qns's and immerse myself in my books instead before my head explodes fr tinkg.. (: i mean.. im not running away fr these thoughts or anything.. its just that.. im sure everyone also has many qns's WHY and we usually dont have the ans's to most.. so.. i shd just focus my efforts thoughts and time someplace else (: ahha its amazing how i dont really miss those gd ol hall days. i mean i miss certain pple.. and i miss having so many pple ard me and having fun all the time. but i also miss home so much.. and i absolutely love my stay at home now (: but of cz when sch starts ill gladly move back to hall n be w all my frens and save travelling time n cost (: i just really wish i wasnt in DnD. oh well. nonetheless.. i will put my whole heart and soul into it. since i've come this far. no turning back. if not i may not get my hall stay no matter how hard i try plea or beg (which of cz i wont) cant blif im gg for arts camp all alone. jacinth u betterrrrrrrrrr get ur lazy bum over and go w meeee!! ahhaa.. wats tis last min abandonment ah! ahha. i dint even attend arts camp last yr la! talk abt stupidity. as jensen alws tells me.. 'why do u alws get urself in these situations' ahaha.. well i seriously dntknw.. but i certainly hope it wld be character building or sth. ahaha. alas.. i have no choice but to tink positive. okay back to my bks and my talk cock session with junhong now.. ahha its aft our msn conv tt i realise how much i miss him n his lameness! ahah. im so gna drag him and banana out one day for a nice happy meal!! (and no i dont mean HAPPY MEAL as inta macs happy meal -.- ) tata for now :D

cheri seriously is damn cute here
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I REALLY LOVE EM!
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i still love these 3 pics the best!
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chow n i tink he is really cute! ahhaha at least in tis pic lol
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DAMN CUTE LA. i love my dog!! (:
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i love em! presenting to u char and ser.. who CANNOT play tennis for nuts (:
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my bestest fren in temasek hall (:
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how innocent am i larh (: still damn proud of our emoticonmaniaaaa!
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OMG. char = drop dead gorgeous! ahha. ilu ALOT! thks for alws being there (:
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I STILL LOVE MY KC ALOT ALOT ALOT! her hair a bit messy here tho. ahah!
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no matter what ey all say i still insist MY SUNGLASSES LOOK FAB ON ME!!! ahha
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ingo fever!
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i absolutely love snbt (:
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reliving old pics! i miss union camp! :/
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dont worry he is not alone. lol
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AHAHHA! hao mei in our beloved st nicks uniform (:
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shd we all sue kimage?
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they're loving it
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poor chow we shd sue kimage :/
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HAHAHAH! michelle and i (:
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retarded i knw. ahahha!
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i really think eyr chio (:
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where wld i be wout my two darlings.. ser and tong tong (:
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thanks to whelan i went to check out if i was a nerd. haha! (:

isn't it a wonder how some people say they miss u and meet up soon but they nv ever bother to ask you out. or constantly forget to reply your messages. some never even bother to message you or keep you updated in the first place. whats most amazing is that some of these people are in fact you're really good friends. who never fail to ditch you when someone new comes along. time and time again you have failed to keep up with your side of the bargain to maintain this friendship and im sick of it. im tired of always being the one asking you out. im tired of always being the one messaging you first (hp/msn). in fact im just tired of it all. you know what? i dont even think our friendship is worth keeping at all. i mean.. whats the point if im the one trying with all my heart and you're not doing anything at all. so goodbye my friend... who knows when we'll ever speak again.

YESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!! finally exams are over...!!! (: damn happy! hahaha.. how did i go abt celebrating it? ZOUK WITH MY DARLINGS! (: it was a really really fun night out. mich chow kat and i happily happily scooted our asses over to mambo and met up with alison!! (: ahhaha it was a damn fun night la! like i told ping. its all abt e company.. u go with e right pple.. it wont be sian! simple as tht! anw i tink it was qt a bad idea to go out wout guys.. cz we ALL got violated! wahhahaa. the only positive thought was tt at least the guy tt violated me was cute -.- all our 'friends' ah.. v smart la. encircle us.. so tht we cant run away.. anw not as tho we cld... phuture was too crowded!! cld barely even move.. all of us were dying.. ahah esp alison! she's damn funny la. she even got her necklace stuck on her hair. kat also had to get picked up by this ntu guy.. woah. one whole night full of desperate guys! grr. all we wanted to do was dance.. but ey all kept invading our space. :/ anw the guy behind me was TOTALLY putting his freaking weight on me. i cldnt move forward if not alison will die and get pushed against the guy behind her.. so there was nowhere to go. and e situation was tt if i dint lean back or try to push back.. the only place im heading for is the floor.. so i had no choice! his body was totally stuck to mine fr head to toe la! tmd! den later he started putting his arms ard me.. but the funny thing is.. i tot it was kat! cz at times we'll just dance tgt kind.. it took me qt long to realise it was him! omg. tt was qt stupid. like i said. the only consolation was tt he was cute and tall. grr. really want to have so many 'friends' la.. alison chow and i cldnt stop laughin abt the 'your friend'... 'my friend' .. 'her friend' part! ABSOLUTELY HILARIOUS! lets just say we made alot of 'friends' tht night. ahha. anw we danced until our knees and body nearly broke! ahah was a totally fantastic workout! mambo was damn fun too! got joined by shuo for awhile and ty towards e end. ahhaha. lets just say.. its better to have guys ard so u wont get violated. e drinks at zouk were really bad. only mich was happily drinking her lychee martini.. chow alison n i split 2 jugs of cranberry vodka which totally tasted like DILUTED JUICE! omg. it was DAMN BAD! 3 of us nearly died tryin to finish it n we din get high fr it at all. we got self high la. okay maybe alison did get high fr it. hahaa! she gets high really easily.. well at least tis time she wasn't dancing with a dustbin (: ahah. it was really fun! and no pls dont get the impression tt im a clubbin monster or drinking monster or sth. cz im really not. anyone up for mahjong kboxing EATING tanning clubbing SPORTS HOLIDAYING or just meeting up and talking cock let me knw! (: I HAVE NTH ON MY SCHEDULE SO FAR AND IVE MOVED BACK HOME ALR! (:

miss THBC and my 2 best frens

many many interesting conversations...

FIRST ME AND FERADI / FONDA / FOYODA

♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:

10:34EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!
10:35I JUST SAW A LIZARD DROP SPLAT ON MY TABLE
10:35OMGGGGGGGGGGGG
10:35IM DAMN DISGUSTED!
10:35MY HAIR IS STANDING LAAAAA
10:35eeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
10:35):

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
10:35haahaa!!!!
10:35u shld juz go over and gif it a slap lor..lolz
10:35tats to educate the lizard nt to anyhow shit in ya territory...haahaa

later when i updated him abt how i ever so nicely uploaded our conv on to my blog. he said sth even funnier!


Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
10:43wat!!!
10:43u put the conversation in ya blog?!?!?!
10:44Oh my bloody damn god papa!!
10:44pls help...

and again... a few hrs later...

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
ya la...he is super rich lor..can drive some S class merc convertible somemore...

♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:
11:43wahhhhhhh... intro lehx! ahah

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
11:44wei!!! i still gt image 1 k...lolz
11:44hahaa...but he is a super fatty....haha
11:44hahaaa...u shld jjuz record down the splat sound and use it as message tone....hahahahahah

♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:
11:45EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
11:45its v hard to get my hair to stand one
11:45and the stupid lizard managed to do it twice!
11:45smre the lizard is BLACK!
11:45how gross is that1 omg!
11:45HWAHAHAHHAHA......
11:45HE IS FAT AH...
11:45oh well. ahahahha

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
11:46hahahaha..tats y...record it down..then whenever u feel like having new hair style..those standing up type..juz play the tone can liao..lolz
11:47ya man!! super duper fat!!! cuz he is a private banker...tink his job is to provately bank all the money into his stomach la...tats y soo fat...

and once again.. a few min later...

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
12:14haahaa...okie...tis time rd i am putting tis on MY BLOG!!!
12:14hahahaha

♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:
12:15u have a blog?
12:16HUH.......... I DONT GET WHATS SO FUNNY ABT WHAT I SAID..
12:16its a SERIOUS issue laaaaa!!! its damn scary!
12:16macham the lizard is stalking me!
12:16omg!
12:16really want to attract lizards as well larh.
12:16din realise i was so attractive

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
12:16yeah~
♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:
12:16got so much MEI LI

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
12:17tink they like ya coconut head lor...:ass

♥ jiamers ♥ me, myself and my cup of coffee (:
12:18wah
12:18okay this time NOT FUNNY AH
12:18ahhahaha!
12:18is ur blog a private blog?

Freddie aka zhihui: quote fr fifi : gg to die 5 times in 7 days..after tat is 3 months of mourning~!!!(@ sci lib)
12:19heehee..no la...mine is a public 1...
12:19anyway mine is block nia...nt blog..
12:20oh no..i gt tis feeling u gg to kill me...haahaa
12:20woah....
12:20hahahaha

DIAO LAAAAAA! AHAHAHHA! AND NEXT IS JUNHONG AND I...

me : i tink junhong walks qt SEH lehx...
everyone else : WHATTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
me : as in jusnow la... inta arts canteen
everyone else : WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!

cz junhong meilin jason ey all one table inta arts canteen.. and ping huimin kwan xiao you and i on another table)
(sudden mass/cross conversations and it became a hugeeeee discussion.. cross-table... everything)

apparently alota pple disagreed with me. ahahha
later inta aftnn....

me : junhong.. just now i really tot u walk qt seh lor...
jh : hahahaha seh? i tink more like PAI SEH larh... -.-


OMG!!! HOW WITTY IS HE ! AHAHAHAH .

very insightful recent few wks. thanks to all the recent dramamama episodes... by taking an oh so very encompassing view.. chow mich jacinth and i .. have managed to 'look through' many people and realise their true intent or characteristics. as the saying goes.. dont bother judging a book by its cover or text.. cz they all wind up as bastards anyways. ahahha no larh. only some of em. i happen to know a few fantastic guys. but those that we speak of.. are really... well.. im pretty much at a loss for words.. one sleeps around alongside extreme bastardism behavior.. one enhances himself or degrades others through selective wording... one manipulates situations and people to suit his needs in ruthless ways (this is confirmed) or.. he uses people to know others or get what he wants or his fren wants (this is what we hypothesize our hypothesis are usually correct btw).. another acts nice and becomes really 'friendly' with you just to juice you of all the gossip you know.. another claims that he is the best of friends, always pushes the blame to you and truly believes he is a hell of a good guy when all you see are his flaws. hmm. so what do you think of all the above? some stunned the 4 of us.. some were pretty much expected and others were already longstanding issues or well known facts. the guys cant possibly be that oblivious to all that we think or feel.. we dont hide what we think. it should be pretty obvious. its also amazing what people can achieve when they come together with little pieces of facts all over and piece em together nicely. no.. i do not mean bitching.. bitching is so commonplace.. i mean bonding sessions (: the best part is our sources come from all over.. and i seriously mean ALL OVER. like.. for instance (a bit outta pt but.. ) i heard so and so from my friends friends girlfriends best fren.. or... the person that he is .... with is actually my .... who used to.. blablabla. stuff like that. i just think its really amazing how you step into your friends circle and get involved in such issues as well.. all these overlapping circles gets everyone involved in all the shit.. so somehow everything is interrelated or interconnected in various ways. such that now everything is just one big mess. well. now we're just gonna conc on our studies of course.. and meanwhile sit and wait.. for YOU to make the wrong move. OS (if you're part of the THBC u shd knw what this stands for.. if not just ask! haaha) from now on people.. (:

love my fellow emoticonnyy bimbs (X

LINDA'S #1 QUOTE OF THE WEEK :


linda first....

Q : what are you drinking?

julia ans's........

A : milk

Q : ohhhhhhhh you make it yourself one ah...


-.-


CHOWS #1 QUOTE OF THE WEEK :


WOW JESSSSSS!!! LOOKKKKKK!! THE QUICK STEP IS REALLY VERRRRRRRYYY QUICK STEPPING!!! -.-

oh deary dear.... turning 20 in 2 hrs. very very bad!!! 2 more hours of being a teenager. aye. anw a few shocking things happened... ms ang my jc form teacher actually added me on msn and wished me a happy birthday! i got the shock of my life! hahahaa.. but i was really touched that she even remembered (: ahha just ate seafood dinner with my parents at some restaurant in thomson. zui fairprice restaurant or sth like that. it was not bad lar but compared to others like marina or east coast of cz it was worlds apart. but well at least it was cheap! (: hmm.. inta end we bought mango cake!! from dino. havent tried it yet. but im prob bringing it to hall to share with others lah. how on earth can 3 of us finish one big cake!! ahhaha.. well many many things have been happening in hall of late. which in fact brought great insight to a few of us and made us more... learned? ahha mich and i were talking for 4 hrs last night!!! about everything that has happened and all the dramamama seasons.. its really amazing larh i feel. ahah i cant blif we talked so damn long until our batts died but yeah. we both really feel more insightful and learned now cz of all tts happened. ahhaa. of cz its also abt bonding larh.everything happens for a reason. even if you experience sth bad ata moment like a break up or sth. itll only make u stronger and better in the future. according to chris.. everything happens for the best (: oh well. so glad my sis just called and kc just msged (: even tho they're overseas and far away.. i still miss em and love em all the same. hahaha my sis even sent back a black FCUK shirt! love it! hahaha.. but of cz i haf my doubts tt the hall washing machine will in fact do it justice larh. stupid washing machines. chow n i can vouch for all the damages they do to our clothes. grr!! hai. havent started on my studying yet.. ever since projs ended. think i got to spend my bdae reading my animal behavior. thats great!!! ahha. alright. anw study sessions ahead ah!! all the bimbos fr my bimbo clan and others pls jio!! loves you many many!! (direct quote fr chow)

People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.

im afraid you have none.

pls help out (:


> >Hello People,
> >
> >Good Day to all of you.
> >
> >Most of you would have already known that I'm
>involved in this
> >project (Project Angel 7) , involving volunteers going up to
> >Cambodia to help construct a school for a village.
> >
> >More information can be found on the URL below.
> >
> >This is to help provide the basic infrastructure so that these
> >children will be given a chance to receive some form of education.
> >
> >Currently, my project team has been trying very hard to raise funds
> >for the purchase of the building materials. We would need to raise a
> >lump sum of 15K.
> >I hope you will be able to lend your support for this good cause.
> >Over the next week, we will be doing car-washes in NUS to raise
> >funds; meanwhile consignment sales of water bottles and outdoor
> >apparels are ongoing.
> >Soon, we will be selling our uniquely designed T-Shirt for this
> >project and the design is
>really cute.
> >Postcards depicting award-winning photos of Cambodian kids will also
> >be sold to help raise funds
> >Meanwhile, we are also looking at avenues for sponsorships,
> >donations etc.
> >
> >Show us your support and do your part for these Cambodian kids. Give
> >them hope. .
> >Please click on this link to assess the Project Website for more
> >information.
> >
> >http://www.geocities.com/project_angel_7/
> >
> >Should you need more information or if you intend to make any
> >donations, please do not hesitate to contact me at my mobile +65
> >9004-6692 or via email.
> >
> >Also, kindly do me a favour by trying to ask your friends or family
> >to help publicise this good cause to help us achieve our fund
> >raising target.
> >
> >Thank You.
> >
> >
> >Warmest
>Regards
> >Yong Yao
> >

only two words to describe the th dance pdn at mos...... UP LARH.!!! it was absolutely hilarious.. gd moves n gd actors n actresses larh!!! ahaahahah (: prouda u guys!! esp cinth chow linda n ping ah! (: i knw how hard u guys haf worked for this... (: but i absolutely cant blif that i got totally violateddd thruout the whole nightttttttt! oh my! those pple tht i tot were safe werent! how amazingly sad was tht! tonight was really an eye opener.. thk goodness for JERRY jiajie MICHELLE fangs daniel alvin n hildra who were looking out for me.. well kinda. ahahha there were a few times when even they cldnt protect me. hahaa yes yes yes jerry i knw i owe u hell alot! ahha u took care of me the whole night larh! esp aft i started drinking.. or more like esp after a few people were happily forcing me to drink ah....... really wna make me drink pure alcohol smre ah! my god. no wonder i totally died aft that!!! :( i broke all my rules larh. since i was ill...(flu n fever) i was not spse to drink.... i was not spse to stay out too late (get home at least b4 12) and definitely not get violated. ahahah. i failed in all 3 of the above. hai.......... which explains my extreme fatigue, sore throat and splitting headache that im experiencing at the moment. :( it was really fun! but i couldnt blif all my violations...... and missing straps..... dropping tube........ god knows how many times.... super zao keng day larh! dunno how many pple saw my bra alr lor..... :( :( :( oh well. hildra was right abt one ting. since the damage was already done... she asked me.... ' rya wearing a nice bra?' ........ 'OH YES THANK GOD!' is wat i replied in relief. ahahhaha. oh well.. lets just say this night was truly enlightening in all aspects. i have no idea how im gonna wake up for my 12pm lect or 2pm tut! pengs. gd luck to all us suckers who haf lessons tmr man. JERRY AND MICH THKS MAN. I REALLY OWE U GUYS ONE.. it cld haf been worse (: it was really fun talking to you guys in mos and in macs (: hhahaa...

please do for me (:

http://kevan.org/johari?name=jiamyammy

i miss the misses and mr!! (:
i wna play badm!

KANGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO DAMNNNNNN PROUD OF YOUUUUUU!!!!! YOU PIECE OF SHIT! MADE ME WORRIED LIKE FUCK YESTERDAYY OKAYYY!!! BUT IM GLAD YOU ARE OKAY.... I MEAN.. THATS FANTASTIC RESULTS! WHEN I READ YA MSG ALL I SAW WAS....... As As As!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA. TO THINK YOU WERE SO PESSIMISTIC INTA FIRST PLACE... WHAT DOES THAT SHOW MAN... SCREW ALL THOSE WHO LOOKED DOWN ON YOU... I SHD KILL YOU FOR LOOKING DOWN ON YOU.. ALL YOUR HARDWORK PAID OFF. IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO PROUD! (: IM LIKE THIS PROUD MOTHER LARH....!!! AHAHHAH...WISH I CLD GIVE YOU A BIGGGGGG BIGGGGGG TIGHTTTTTT HUG NOW!!!!!!! (: (: (: HAHAHHA WELL IM JUST SO PROUD NOW THAT I GTA BLOG! AHHAHAA... CZ URE NOT PICKING UP YOUR PHONE N I FEEL SOOOOOOOO HAPPY ATA MOMENT! AHHAHAH... U SIMPLY AMAZE ME DEAR!!!! (: CHEERS!

I miss MISS MASCARA... MISS HYACINTH... N ME CHEE BONG! ahahhaha.. omg! whoever came up with these names (esp mine) oughta be slapped larh! but i must admit its pretty witty.. BUT STILL!! WHY MUST MY NAME BE MY NAME! AHAHAHH oh well. u guys are my gd frens in hall too!! just as mr chee bong wrote in his entry. hahaha.. 1 i have known all the while... 2 i just met but can totally bond with... 3 (we have reversed roles) is an acquired taste but im glad we both stuck ard to knw each other better (: im sorry ive been away from hall!! but now my distractions are gone and i can focus all my attention on you guys yeah (: many suppers to come! n hopefully workouts with the suppers. ahhaha. mr chee bong u still owe me a sunflower! hahaha . hyacinth u better update me!!! n hey lets all sign up for canoeing!!!itll be fun! (:

HAHAHA THIS IS AN EXTREMELY INTERESTING CONVERSATION I HAD WITH KAT USING JASONS MSN (:
IT MAY SEEM SILLY.. BUT SOMETIMES U NEED A TAD OF SILLYNESS TO MAKE WHOLE.. WONT YOU SAY? (: (: ( :

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
hellloooo kitty kat
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
wahhaha

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
hey hey
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
wassup?

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
good evening fine lady..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
how are you tonight
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
do u miss me.. while lookin at the stars so bright
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
(:

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
haha!!
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
are u drunk?
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
ahahaah!!!

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
oh but soft..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
no accusations on me can you make tonight..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
because i am a man of calibre and kind
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
i do not wish to boast about me.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
but somes it SEEMS i have no choice indeed
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
(:

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
ooh.. but ur words so sweet.. i wonder who u may be
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for i never knew you to be like this
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and now in shock i reply thee

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
im sure you have heard of the two sides of a coin
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
and yes it applies to both you and me.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
i have many hidden sides to me tho all might not see.

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
oh so now you see the soft side of me

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
it is these hidden virtues that i lay out for thee

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and me, the poetic of yours
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
that i simply cannot believe
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
but my eyes do see

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
do not think too much of this puzzle my dear
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
for a huge headache it will cause

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i'm simply amazed
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
dazzled

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
for both your two sides..

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and swept off my feet

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
amazed and dazzled you must not be

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
catch me, romeo
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
before i fall

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
for i intend to show you many more times
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
this side ofme

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
hahaha!
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
that, i will be looking forward to, my dear
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and by ur side, i'll have no fear
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
hahahhahahha

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
fear is among all..

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
so is this the side that got you her?

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
im sad to say
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
but facing your fear is what makes the day
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
oh worry you not for i shall try to face them all
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
for you my fair lady.. i shall risk it all

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
touched by words, and love no less?

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
yes and yes

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
as i sit here under the moonlight so bright, the fullness of the moon before my eyes
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i wonder when my prince charming will arrive
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
on his horse so white and a smile so kind
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i hope he hadn't lost his way, for i know guys' ego will not let him ask for the right way
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
shame shame

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
lost on the path to you i am not
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
ego is something i have not heard of
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
i am smiling it SEEMS for im on my way
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
to meet the girl who stole my heart away

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and who is this girl, may this fair lady ask?
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for i'm curious, and inquisitive, forgive me you must

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
this girl is a secret fantasy of mine..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
im not sure if she exists in this sands of time
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
my journey to her may SEEM futile thus..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
but to carry on and SEEK her out
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
is what i must do

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
fantasies are but dreams, make believe and lies
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for reality is never what we seek out to find
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
find a fair lady with a pure heart and mind
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
and be happy and content and life will be as sweet as wine
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
=)
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
The truth of mine is too, a perfect prince to find
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
but it seems futile in the world of the blind
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
Wrong turns i have made, and my heart grew weak
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
as this journey of search seems nothing but bleak
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
a wall stands, in the way of my heart
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for i fear of what's deep inside a guy's heart
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
of truth or lies, of love or ice
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i'm all but lost, in this foolish game of guys

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
the wall you created denies the rest a fair chance.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
it may SEEM you've been hurt but now its the other way around.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
what happens to the guys that you may turn down
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
due to your pessimistic outlook on love

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
it is not me who built this wall, but those who hurt me and all

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
you may think you've been trampled upon
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
by bastards and bitches who think they know all.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
it may have been them who caused you to build this wall
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
but you have the power to remove it for once and for all
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
never forget you're the one who holds the key
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
to your future your life or your husband to be

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i wish i could give someone my all, but i am afraid of history repeating and again, i'll fall

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
friendships you make will guide you through
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
hold those dear to you close and let play through
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
it may SEEM you're to be played and again
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
but god is fair.. you'll prevail in the end

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
that i know and i treasure them of course

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
without taking risks you'll never succeed at all.

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for my good friends are the best gifts of all

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
why close yourself up and not venture at all?

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
help me trust and i will step out
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
but first, who can i depend on?

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
depend on your family and those that you love.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
trust is a must in times as such.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
life may SEEM bleak.. but it'll turn out fine
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
just make sure you look at the world with an open and strong mind

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
thank you so much for the words so kind
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i wish i had ur strong mind
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
but as a girl i've more to lose
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
so with each step i take, i think twice through

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
who is to lose is of the unknown.
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
who can really tell? with love affiars as such..
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
just rest for now and start anew
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
i am sure you'll be able to make it through

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i am trying my very best

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
sad to say i've got tutorials to do

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
but scarred is my heart

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
alas it SEEMS i've got to leave you
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
dont worry. we'll all be here for you

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
it'll take more, to convince me again
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
hahaha

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
dont worry the right man will come

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i really hope so

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
(:

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
go on my lord
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
do your tutorials you must
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
for i must do the same, and not just collect dust

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
to conquer my tutorials i must
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
to conquer your fears you must
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
(:
New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
so adious and farewell.. and till we meet again

¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
i'm certain we would in this world so small
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
till we meet again, farewell and jia you you must!
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
hahaha
¿Qué es el amor? L'amour triomphe. Mais, ils me font ne crois pas à l'amour. says:
sleep early and sweet dreams =)

New Sem.. A New BegInnIng!! HopeFullY hee.. says:
the same to you SLEEP well and sweet dreams (:

KAT.. YOU CAN DO IT (: IM SURE YOU CAN. WE'RE ALL HERE FOR YOU. THINGS WILL BE FINE.. YOU'LL SEE (: -HUGS-

its two am.. and the rain is falling. wahahahhaa no la. really wna sing on my post ah! hhaha. just came back fr my outg w glenn n the two couples... gavin and caroline. ahhaa at first i tot it wld be really awkward cz i dno who the hell e couples are.. and the 3 of em are quite close. ahahha but u knw me.. how can i resist free food (he paid) and a lift there n back (he drove) so yeah! of cz i went. besides im spse to improve on my pple skills .. ahha n i need to do some serious catching up w mr teo.. ahha (: so we ate at some jap restaurant at ecp.. haha more like me and gavin ate actually.. den glenn being the ridiculous matchmaker tried to lose em inta crowd.. but was unsuccessful... can u blif he made me brisk walk w him all the way. ahahah . me and my injured toe larh!!! pengs.. anw aft some while.. we decided to sit down at some gross bench with peanuts all over (ey were walking very very very slowly ahead of us) n finally ey 'lost' us instead. haha so glenn n i sat at this gross bench with tons of mosquitoes and peanuts with rats n cockroaches running all ard.. and the oh so round moon and the 'helicopter' tht went by tt was actually a plane (private joke) we did tons of catching up. ahahha n he is still as stupid and funny n retarded as he was inta past.. we started talking abt all e gd ol days. ahhaa n i started to get reminded of why i actually even liked him inta past. hahaa.. it was most unfortunate tht our humour level was almost the same.. which means tht either im soooo fantastic tt i can undstd his level of lameness or odd humour.. or tht im like that as well. so obviously i wld prefer the former. haha anw we gave the couple alota alone time.. (e whole situation was actually ext. hilarious) which coincidently gave us much time to catch up as well. it made me tink.. whens e last time i actually sat down with a long lost fren at the beach to catch up n find tht altho i dno much abt his life now.. how we can still click w each other n just enjoy.. no awkwardness.. no feeling 'out' jus cz we hfnt seen each other in a long time. it was fab. too bad many of my long lost frens are really really totally out of my life n i cant get em back. oh well digress digress. ahah anw aft tht we went to visit all the... HOT SPOTS. wat the hell. ahhaah why do guys like to do tht i wonder.. n we went to visit the old changi hospital.. (i refused to leave e car) hahaa. madness la! how some pple go in to spook emselves for fun! hhaha oh well... i guess maybe army life drives up the hormones or sth. ahahha (: alrighttt enuf for now.. anytime anyone wna mahjong kbox meet up to chat.. EAT.. wteva!!! (chow n jacinth confirm!) just let me knw (:

picky n i !! (:



me suanne n lil shit-a-lot picky!!



me jason junhong n suanne in happiness land with our lil pickyyy!! (:



picky gettin a gd rub down fr our wonderful n ever so nice keeper (:

thts picky!!! shes a really really really cuteeeeeee penguin who shits a hell lot! (:

OMG OMG OMG!! i absolutely cannot blif wat happened... i just came back fr leni's hse with the 2 abused n under norished chinchillas..!!! ey look absolutely pathetic!! my heart really broke when i saw em inta fish tank outside his door.. n nonono.. leni wasnt e one bullying e chinchillas he was actually kinda eyr saviour.. u see someone abandoned e 2 chinchillas outside his door just like that one fine day abt a wk ago.. e cage tt ey were in were( so i've heard fr leni n his family...) really old.. n really small.. definitely too small for 2 chinchillas to live/be held in. it was awful. thankfully.. he told me ey were looking for someone to adopt em.. i relayed e info to my parents n the next min i knew.. we went to get em!! all e way at bukit batok larh!! pengs. really wna be so enthu rightttttt!! smre its the night b4 CNY!!!(n i really mean night.. like it was close to 12am!!) oh well one reason why we were rushing der to fetch em.. was bcz e chinchillas really really needed a proper home n pple to tc of em.. i mean can u imagine being abandoned n prob(i wld say definitely) ill treated by ya previous owners!!! tts terrible!! thkfully e stupid owner had enuf sense to put the poor chinchillas outside someones door n not next to the garbage or sth.. n thkfully ey put it outside lenis familys door who are animal lovers n caring pple!!! so the chinchillas were moved into a much bigger fish tank outside their hse.. n according to leni's mom.. were often visited by cats. haiiii.... so aft hearing all tht.. my parents n i immed zoomed down to collect em!! i cldnt blif the sight i saw when i got there.. ey were soooooooooooooooo under fed n their fur was all messed up in different directions n some parts of their fur were gone.. they looked soooooooo abused my parents n i were simply devastated. thkfully despite gg thru so much horror eyr still very affectionate n exceedingly frenly towards humans (: ey were alot to handle as well!! aft we shipped em off in a box to tk home.. i nearly died of a back n arm ache trying to keep em inta box while we were riding back inta car.. ey kept tryin to jump out! haahha.. damn cute larh. while we were riding back my sis was fixing up the cage our pervious 2 chinchillas used to stay in.. n preparing all e stuff. so when we got back... tadaaaaaaaa!!! the 2 chins had a mansion to live in (im not kidding) its like a huge 3storey bungalow larh.. with diff levels.. n plenty plenty plenty of room to run n jump ard.. it even comes with a huge wooden hse big enuf for both of em to slp in comfortably.. ahhahaa.. ey were like happily prancing ard n trying to 'commit suicide' by jumping up to the 3rd storey n back down again.. ey were eatg like craazy.. drinkg like crazy.. and rolling ard inta cat litter like crazy (thts how ey bathe except ure spse to use a sand bath for em to roll ard) i even gave em a whole carrot to eatttttt! ahhaha. happiness larh. e only ting we were short of was sand bath for em to roll ard n clean emselves in.. well for tt we'll hfta wait till aft e 3rd day of cny b4 e pet stores open! tmr we intend to decorate further n beautify the hse!! add a few branches ard for em to climb abt n stuff (: we're gna give em a home ey rightfully deserve n show em tt not all owners are bastards/bitches. seriously their previous owners oughta be SHOT DEAD!!! I HOPE THEY ROT IN HELL N DIEEEEEEEEEE!!! (u may tink im over sensitive but seriously u gta see em to feel e way i feel now..) wat i really hope for now is tht ey dont die on me suddenly due to lack of nourishment or some illness or sth.. n tt when we bring em to the vet eyl be declared healthy n can live a long normal life (: well e only ting left to do is to name em.. i was tinkg LOST & FOUND? whahaha.. but i tink e chin's will prob hate me for life. hahaha. leni proposed ash n blackie.. ( i really dun tink so) ahhaha. oh well ill leave it up to my family!! (:

leni : in case ya r reading tis n i tink u prob will. ahah yes u are definitely invited over anytime to see em. ahhaha no worries! u din even hfta ask larh. i mean ey were urs were right! we're like eyr adoptive parents (as u said) ahaha. the next time u see em ill mk sure eyr well fed.. nourished.. fat n rounddddddddd!! (: